One Thousand Gifts.....if you haven't read this book (by Ann Voskamp), I highly recommend it (Thanks Whitney!). It is so appropriate to read this time of year as we have been celebrating Thanksgiving, and I sometimes still struggle to focus of what I have instead of what I do not have.
The holidays are a hard time for a lot of people, many are alone or facing some sort of family, financial, or health difficulty. And for some reason these things can all seem a little worse around the holidays. I know that's true for me. I have always loved the holidays, but the last couple of years they have brought with them this undeniable sadness. They have made me miss having children in a very deep way. Even though we now know who our children are, they still aren't here. Yes, it is our last holiday season without children, but we miss them. And this holiday season, I am once again having to choose joy and choose to go to the well.
This morning, my heart was stirred by this passage from the book I was just telling you about:
"Then God opened her eyes and she saw a well of water" (Genesis 21:19 NIV).
"Hagar and her boy were dying of thirst with a well less than a bowshot away.
In this wilderness, I keep circling back to this: I'm blind to joy's well every time I really don't want it. The well is always there. And I choose not to see it. Don't I really want joy? Don't I really want the fullest life? For all my yearning for joy, longing for joy, begging for joy--is the bald truth that I prefer the empty dark? Prefer drama? Why do I lunge for control instead of joy? Is it somehow more perversely satisfying to flex control's muscle? Ah--power--like Satan. Do I think Jesus' grace too impotent to give me the full life? Isn't that the only reason I don't always swill the joy? If the startling truth is that I don't really want joy, there's a far worse truth. If I am rejecting the joy that is hidden somewhere deep in this moment--am I not ultimately rejecting God? Whenever I am blind to joy's well, isn't it because I don't believe in God's care? That God cares enough about me to always offer me joy's water, wherever I am, regardless of circumstance. But if I don't believe God cares, if I don't want or seek the joy He definitely offers somewhere in this moment--I don't want God.
Blasphemer.
In His presence is fullness of joy. He is in this moment. The well is always here. God is always here--precisely because He does care.
You have to want to see the well before you can drink from it. You have to want to see joy, God in the moment."
This holiday season, I want to see joy, God in the moment. Do you? Easier said than done, but we must choose to go to the well and drink of joy's water.
Saturday, November 30, 2013
Sunday, November 17, 2013
How to Give to Our Adoption
As I mentioned in my last post Lifesong for Orphans wants to give us a $2,500 matching grant! They will match dollar for dollar what people give toward our adoption up to that amount. Anything over that amount will still be put toward our adoption, they just won't match it. Our goal is to match this grant by December 31st.
100% of your donation will go directly to helping us bring our kids home.
If you want to help us reach our goal of $2,500 there are a couple of ways you can do this:
1. Give by Check
PO Box 40
Gridley, IL 61744
2. Give Online
Lifesong has asked us to note a couple of things as we share about how you can give.
100% of your donation will go directly to helping us bring our kids home.
If you want to help us reach our goal of $2,500 there are a couple of ways you can do this:
1. Give by Check- Please make checks payable to "Lifesong for Orphans". In the memo please note our account number #4037 and our name, Curley. (ie: 4037, Curley)
- Mail checks to:
PO Box 40
Gridley, IL 61744
2. Give Online
- www.lifesongfororphans.org/give/donate
- Select "Give to an Adoptive Family"
- Complete online form and fill in "4037" for "family account number" and "Curley" for "family name"
Lifesong has asked us to note a couple of things as we share about how you can give.
- In following IRS guidelines, your donation is to the named non-profit organization (Lifesong for Orphans). This organization retains full discretion over its use, but intends to honor the donor’s suggested use.
- Individual donations $250 or more and yearly donations totaling $250 or more will receive a tax-deductible receipt. Receipts for donations under $250, will gladly be sent upon request.
- Lifesong is a 501(c)3 tax exempt organization.
Thank you for reading along and joining us on our journey!!
Saturday, November 16, 2013
Overwhelmed
I remember one time asking my dad when I would stop being surprised at God's blessings. When I would just expect Him to bless, know that He will, and not be surprised when He does. His answer was "Never. God's blessings are designed to surprise us." Surprise and amaze us, that's exactly what God's blessings have done in our lives yet again.
Remember when I told you we applied for three adoption grants? Well friends, as of today, we have heard back from all three of them and we got all three of them! You read that right, we have received three adoption grants!! The first one we heard from was Lifesong for Orphans, they are giving us a matching grant of $2,500. Lifesong will match dollar for dollar what friends and family give us or we raise up to $2,500! That would be a total of $5,000! If you feel led of the Lord to give and want to be a part of helping us reach this $2,500 goal with Lifesong for Orphans, please read my next post where I will share details of how you can give.
Last week we heard from the JSC Foundation and were told we received a grant from them! Today, we got a letter from Show Hope (this is the organization that Steven Curtis Chapman, one of my favorite all time Christian artists, started) telling us that they are giving us a grant!!
As an adoption caseworker, I tell people about these grants all the time. I tell people all the time, "don't let finances or the lack thereof keep you from adopting. God can provide. If He wants you to adopt, He will provide the money". It is a very different thing to talk about grants and tell people that God will provide but then I had to take my own advice and apply for grants, step out in faith, and trust that God would provide. He is so so faithful. We are so overwhelmed at his provision and His love for our kids. "He sets the lonely in families." (Psalm 68:6) HE sets the lonely in families. This is His plan, His doing. He wants to give our kids a forever family.
He is using organizations like Lifesong, the JSC Foundation, and Show Hope to accomplish His plan, just like he used those 300 Israelites to defeat the 135,000 Midianites (see my last post) and it is Him alone that receives the glory!!
Where He guides, He will provide! This is true in my life and in yours too! Could He be guiding you down a path toward adoption? Please don't let the money stop you! If He wants you to adopt, He will provide every dollar you need to bring your child(ren) home! It may not be in the way you think He will or the way you think He should, but He WILL provide.
Remember when I told you we applied for three adoption grants? Well friends, as of today, we have heard back from all three of them and we got all three of them! You read that right, we have received three adoption grants!! The first one we heard from was Lifesong for Orphans, they are giving us a matching grant of $2,500. Lifesong will match dollar for dollar what friends and family give us or we raise up to $2,500! That would be a total of $5,000! If you feel led of the Lord to give and want to be a part of helping us reach this $2,500 goal with Lifesong for Orphans, please read my next post where I will share details of how you can give.
Last week we heard from the JSC Foundation and were told we received a grant from them! Today, we got a letter from Show Hope (this is the organization that Steven Curtis Chapman, one of my favorite all time Christian artists, started) telling us that they are giving us a grant!!
As an adoption caseworker, I tell people about these grants all the time. I tell people all the time, "don't let finances or the lack thereof keep you from adopting. God can provide. If He wants you to adopt, He will provide the money". It is a very different thing to talk about grants and tell people that God will provide but then I had to take my own advice and apply for grants, step out in faith, and trust that God would provide. He is so so faithful. We are so overwhelmed at his provision and His love for our kids. "He sets the lonely in families." (Psalm 68:6) HE sets the lonely in families. This is His plan, His doing. He wants to give our kids a forever family.
He is using organizations like Lifesong, the JSC Foundation, and Show Hope to accomplish His plan, just like he used those 300 Israelites to defeat the 135,000 Midianites (see my last post) and it is Him alone that receives the glory!!
Where He guides, He will provide! This is true in my life and in yours too! Could He be guiding you down a path toward adoption? Please don't let the money stop you! If He wants you to adopt, He will provide every dollar you need to bring your child(ren) home! It may not be in the way you think He will or the way you think He should, but He WILL provide.
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Glimpses of His Glory
A couple of months ago, I heard a great sermon on Gideon. The simplified version of the story goes like this: There were 32,000 Isrealite soldiers who were going to go and fight the Midianites, but God said that was too many soldiers, and so He widdled it down to 10,000, still too many. Still a chance that the people would think that it was them fighting the battle. So once again, He widdled it down. This time to 300 men. 300 men to go out and fight the army of 135,000 Midianite soldiers, that was a ratio of one Israelite to every 450 Midianites! The pastor said that God didn't want to share His glory, that He didn't want the Israelites thinking it was them that defeated the Midianites.
Well, I feel like this is what God is doing with our story, He doesn't want us or anyone else thinking we are the ones bringing our kids home, it is Him and He needs to receive all the glory!! So, we went from thinking we could pay for our adoption on our own to realizing that was just not going to happen. He widdled down our resources as we paid one adoption fee after another and then He gave us two kids so we needed twice the amount of money!
Honestly, we haven't known how God is going to pay our remaining adoption fees, but we have known that He has a plan and we are getting to see more glimpses of that plan and it. is. amazing. Amazing to see Him at work, amazing to be reminded over and over that He loves our kids even more than we do.
Stay tuned as I share some of the glimpses!
Well, I feel like this is what God is doing with our story, He doesn't want us or anyone else thinking we are the ones bringing our kids home, it is Him and He needs to receive all the glory!! So, we went from thinking we could pay for our adoption on our own to realizing that was just not going to happen. He widdled down our resources as we paid one adoption fee after another and then He gave us two kids so we needed twice the amount of money!
Honestly, we haven't known how God is going to pay our remaining adoption fees, but we have known that He has a plan and we are getting to see more glimpses of that plan and it. is. amazing. Amazing to see Him at work, amazing to be reminded over and over that He loves our kids even more than we do.
Stay tuned as I share some of the glimpses!
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